My hopes and milestones

 

Hopes:

Go to Europe

Find love

Have a boyfriend

Go to Argentina

 

Milestone:

Learning Portuguese

Going to Brazil

Obtaining the citizen pass

Seeing my great- grandmother one last time

 

I think that the most possible hope is to have a boyfriend because I have but it wasn’t real because it has been a play kid’s game. So I think that if just don’t become a desperate person I will find someone that cares about me and will be with me because he wants to be with me. Also I think that I lot of people that I don’t know that have a crush on me or maybe I’m just thinking of it but hopely I will have a boyfriend.

 

possible I will learn Portuguese because my grandma I from there and she said that I had to learn because most of my cousins now it because she said that every granddaughter will turn eighteen will go to brazil so if I go to brazil I will need to learn because I would be horrible if I didn’t  and that wouldn’t be much fun.

 

The 3 roles

Some say that I’m their best friend and it is really touching. Some people think that to be a best friend you have to be nice and to be a good friend. That is some of the points of being a best friend is a privilege you have to keep their secrets help them with boys. Always be there for them no matter what. Never break the code (sisters before misters) no matter what guy is. Tell the truth and it doesn’t matter you think you will hurt   her feelings because you are telling the truth because someone else you hurt them even more. NEVER let you bff do stupid things alone. Also you need to understand how crazy they are.

 

 All of Friends say that I have a loudmouth because I talk too much and never shut up and also because instead of talking I’m screaming but I feel like I don’t but they say that I talk really loud. Some people in parties and they just known me they think I’m drunk (but is no true because I never have been) so it’s really funny because they think that I’m not like that but that is my normal self. Also I was telling by best friend and I was really frustrated because he wasn’t giving it to me and I started screaming and he said that he should start accustom me screaming.

 

Every little or baby that I see on the Street for me is the cutest thing in the world. Sometimes when I see a baby they just keep starting at me and they are calmed they don’t scream or anything. Most of the parents ask me how I do it but... (I really don’t now) they are funny sometimes they cry of course they are children but most of the time they don’t went they trust me. Sometimes is really funny because when their mother takes them with them they start crying because they want to be with me. I LOVE CHILDREN!!!

That moment 

In that moment I realized that...

If  only...

It started out as an ordinary day, but then...

it wasn’t I woke up very sick I couldn’t even feel myself... my stomach hurt  and I had a headache also I was becoming green I was feeling as I was going to throw up. I missed and mom and dad all really left the house so I was alone with the maid until my grandmother came so we were seeing TV. Then she told me that I had a doctor appointment and that I should go so we went to the doctor. My mother called me and she seemed really normal but she wasn’t I couldn’t realize it until she came home with my father my grandma stand up and my mom started crying a lot I couldn’t understand what was going on. then my father said that my aunt have died that morning... I got stand up and I couldn’t see anything clear I only saw my father and I went on his arms and started crying like if there was no tomorrow then I sited and tried to relax.

My stories and memories

 

Disappointments: That my family and I are having some problems and we can’t reach our dreams

Accomplishment: I wanted to train with the bigger on volley and i dared myself and trained with them and it went amazing.

Conflicts: With my mom when we don’t agree on something also when i think something is unfair and I treat her badly.

Fears: My biggest fear is that I never will find true love

Luck: That when my “Friends" kicked me out of the group my real Friends were there for me. And sadly not everyone happens that

Enemies: My enemy is a girl that was my best friend when we were little and now she treats me badly and with no respect.

Gratitude: When my family and I lost the house, when have a great family and now we are going to be in a bigger house because of the family.

Jealousy: When I see love. And when I see I guy that I like and not like talking with another girl.

 My family and I had really big dreams. My mom and me wanted badly to go to Europe on my 15th birthday with my best Friends and it is still going my mom is not that sure. because every time we talked about it and how exciting it will be but now... she told not to even spent a cent on anything because I had to safe for the clothes and gifts on Europe but now i have spent some and she didn’t say a thing...

 Mom and dad where really sad those days and me and my brother couldn’t understand what was going until they told us that in the house that we were leaving we won’t be leaving there anymore because there was a problem with my grandparents and with the money. They told us the whole story and I was really confused. But luckily i had a department! But my parents said it would be really difficult to live there so they told us that in the house that my ex aunt and cousin were living and said that they are going to live in the department and that we were going to live in the other house near my grandpas. I’m gratitude because I’m really a fortunate to have a roof.

 

 



      

The synopsis of the story

  I have a good life. I don’t regret anything that have happened me over the years, i think I’m lucky. My parents are very wealthy I have a little devil (my brother), volleyball, soccer, tennis, fashion, and Friends is everything I need. But sometimes I think something is missing every day and is that I don’t feel beautiful  a lot of people says I’m but I just don’t believe them, I’m always thinking that something is missing...